see the title!!

whoa! i'm also surprised. its been 9 months already! till now i'm still not saying that long distance relationship is easy. there are times when we feel so sick of being alone on saturday night, we missed each other so bad that i can even cry, sometimes we just too busy to skype or chat. you know what, sometimes just being there with the one you love means a lot even no words spoken. and we just cant be like that. yea distance sucks!

well i never told him that i was tired being apart from him, i never told him what i feel, i was too afraid if i tell him he'll change or what. but last saturday we've talked about this. about what we feel, about our future, anything about our relationship. and.. i think after months we've been together we're not that open to each other. i love our talk last saturday bcs it makes me feel like we're not just a couple but also a bestfriend! its nice to have boyfriend that also can be your best friend :)

anyway, after that talk i realize that the problem we have is loneliness. and i'm glad that we decide to fight for it! yeah LOVE IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR! :) i dont know whether we can survive or not but one thing i know that God cares about our future, including our love story. i believe that if he's the one for me, things will simply go smooth between us.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

HAPPY 9 MONTHS!