i forgot one more important thing.

YOU'RE MY BEST DIARY EVER :P

see the title!!

whoa! i'm also surprised. its been 9 months already! till now i'm still not saying that long distance relationship is easy. there are times when we feel so sick of being alone on saturday night, we missed each other so bad that i can even cry, sometimes we just too busy to skype or chat. you know what, sometimes just being there with the one you love means a lot even no words spoken. and we just cant be like that. yea distance sucks!

well i never told him that i was tired being apart from him, i never told him what i feel, i was too afraid if i tell him he'll change or what. but last saturday we've talked about this. about what we feel, about our future, anything about our relationship. and.. i think after months we've been together we're not that open to each other. i love our talk last saturday bcs it makes me feel like we're not just a couple but also a bestfriend! its nice to have boyfriend that also can be your best friend :)

anyway, after that talk i realize that the problem we have is loneliness. and i'm glad that we decide to fight for it! yeah LOVE IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR! :) i dont know whether we can survive or not but one thing i know that God cares about our future, including our love story. i believe that if he's the one for me, things will simply go smooth between us.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

HAPPY 9 MONTHS!

this short holiday seems so fast and i really dont want it to end, huhu. i still dont feel like doing bestek thingies, stay up late doing merancang, or doing history of architecture's presentation TT

anyway, i enjoyed this 2 days, staying at my bed room, watching dvds, streaming youtube, and i played cartown - a game on fb, lol.

well benz played it to beat his 12-yr-old cousin LOLOLOL.

sama2 masih kecil sih :p

the only thing im interested in is dressing up the character :D

helloooo there! :D

so glad i can do this blogging again! capek kerja tugas terus setiap hari dari jam 11 mlm sampe jam 5 pagi, siang udah kuliah lagi. sighsigh. but now im on a short hols, YAY for that :D

anyway thats not my point. today i just learnt something important, and its my pleasure to share it here.

every human has an aim to love and to be loved by God and others. tapi kadang apa yg uda kita rencanain ga berjalan sesuai dengan keinginan kita. we tried to do our best every day, but not everyone'd appreciate that. sometimes, we just dont know what we did that hurts ppl around us. life is hard guys. nothing in this world are certain. we just cant trust anyone easily, bcs sometimes the one that we trust the most can betray us, even leave us when we need em.

but you know what, lucky we have a great God.

He never leave us alone. when we keep doing our mistakes, He's always there for us and say "it's okay, arise and keep on moving." Whatever we hv done in this life, only He can understand. He keep His promise still. He is faithful. and only one thing could describe Him : GREAT!